everyones out playing. im stuck at home. not doing anything constructive. im being at home just to lessen guilt. rahhh. im down with a flu. almost fell really sick yesterday. slept for almost twelve hours for 3 days consecutive. and i still want to sleep.
i have no mood to study! help! okay, for one. i know i dont need it. its just going to be there since ive already paid for it. but somehow somewhere inside i know im such a pig. i still want it to look nice. despite the fact that im not doing anything. someone sort of scolded me. telling me that i reap what i sow. haha i know im such an ass. i expect good grades when i dont put in the required effort. somehow complacency overrides a lot of stuff. sometimes i think im quite an air head hahaha. knock knock. bah.
theres so much to do. 4 days isnt enough especially when ive done nothing for it throughout the whole year. apparently i should at least try to do as much as i can now. but its just not here and not there. i dont like. i want everything or nothing at all. but i cant have everything now. and im not that cool enough to let everything go and have nothing at all. so im just sitting here to complain complain and complain. now, how does that help i wonder. for maths, i did 8 questions for 3 chapters over the past 2 days and have 14 more chapters untouched. chemistry? hah.
theres so much i want to do! but i dont know whether i'll still want to do them when i have the time to. its like that isnt it haha. my nose is dying. my nose is dying. my nose is dying. im so sad. i hate flus ):
im in need of vitamin M. it solves everything.
